Thursday, September 11, 2025

On Reading: What I Want, What I Don't

I've written recently about how all I want to do these days is read, very Escapism 101, and that holds true still. And I had an amen-sister moment when I read this in author Rachael Herron's email newsletter, part of a conversation with her sister:


I was recently looking at some book recommendations, and couldn't nope-out fast enough when one said, "I found this book exceptionally difficult to read—it's depressing and dark and triggers abound—yet I was eager to find out what would happen next to these doomed families..." No thank you, not me!

I did read a book recently, a fantasy, that was pretty good, an interesting premise and well written, but it ended on an absolute fucking cliffhanger, like "captured by the enemy, pause here and pick up the sequel, whoops it doesn't come out until next March," and I was pissed.  

I hadn't actually realized it was the first in a series, which is my bad, but that in itself isn't the problem. Look, I don't need every thread of the story to be completely resolved in that situation. But I need something!

Let's compare. I've been enjoying a lighter fantasy series, The Lost Arts, by Ellie Ash, which currently stands at two books (of a planned four), plus a prequel novella and a side-characters novella. 


Not everything has been resolved so far, and there are a bunch of questions I am waiting for answers on! I am very curious why one character reacted the way he did in that situation, why that other character is so mad at the main character, what exactly happened to cause the attack six years ago, how is it possible that someone who died in that attack is maybe not so dead after all...I have questions! So many questions.

But these stories are more happy than harrowing, and each story has stopped at a good place. At least something has resolved in each one. 

I don't want to name-and-shame the cliffhanger one*, because it was not a bad book. It just wasn't what I want these days. What about you?
*If you really want to know, I can email you.

12 comments:

  1. I'm feeling my annual scary-book binge coming on. For whatever reason, I often find horror very comforting! Maybe because the ghosts or monsters or whatever are (usually) defeated in the end. (To be clear, I'm not huge on gore, and I prefer spooky to jump-scares.)

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  2. Y'know? I'm sitting here thinking it's been too long since I read Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy. Just for fun. Alexander Vindman's "Here, Right Matters" feels like an important book and it is, but escapism sounds really good right now.

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  3. Doomed, disturbing, tragic--these are adjectives that push me away from a book. I can handle some darkness but not tragedy porn.

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    1. Yes, even when the world wasn't quite this bad, I had my limits, and these days I want even less dark than I used to.

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  4. Ugh, I need some Escapism. I haven't read anything for fun (and nothing kind and sweet) in a while.

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    1. You should! Bring light into your life where you can.

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  5. Also? I wonder if that's the Rachael Herron I've met. Used to see her every year at Stitches West, and she was a writer and avid knitter both.

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  6. Escapism is 100% why I read. I find non-fiction pretty challenging for this reason, unless it's non-fiction from 75+ years ago.

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    1. A lot of my friends are into non-fiction and memoirs, but it's not escapist enough for me.

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  7. That quote is so me too. I would have noped away from that book as well. A friend of mine loves to recommend sad books to me, and I jokingly call them her "sad Val books" (her name's Valerie). I love that she wants to feel all those things, and I trust her recs, but not right now!

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    1. This reminds me of a friend of mine who is a great movie lover, and happy to go see just about anything in the theater. I'm much less likely to want to see most movies, and many a time she has told me, no, that's not a me movie. It's great to be able to trust her knowledge of me!

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